love you all! sorry for inconvenience.
The only reason Ian went to school today was because he would be meeting Emily afterward in the parking lot and he knew that if he skipped and was seen in the parking lot then he would be busted. After what seemed like the longest school day ever Ian patiently waiting for Emily near Austin’s old bike, which was now his. Keeping an eye out for Em, Ian smiled politely at anyone who passed by and said hello. When he saw Emily he flagged her down. When she got closer he started walking toward her and gave her a big hug picking her up off the ground. Ian put her down gently, “Sorry, didn’t mean to hurt you if I did.” Ian ran his hand through his hair and started walking to his bike. “So…how are you?” he asked sure Emily was already tired of that question. “Mind if we take the bike?” he asked throwing her a helmet.
Emily hugged Ian tightly. “Hey I missed you and you didn’t hurt me.” She said softly and gave him a small smile. Ian had been the only one she had told about those voices she heard, when it first started happening. He also knew about her recent hospital visit. She began to walk after him. “I’m getting better everyday, sort of.” She said softly. “I’m just actually surprised that you aren’t pissed or upset with me that everything that happened last week.” She said softly and then placed the helmet on her head on got on the bike. “So how much time do you think it’ll take for everyone to forget about what happened?” She asked
He hugged her back, tightly. She felt so fragile like if he squeezed too much she might snap in half. He never remembered her being this delicate before. After all they used to roll around in the dirt wrestling and attacking each other like siblings do. Maybe it was after everything that had happened he realized that his big sister wasn’t so indestructible after all. He followed her into her room though sitting down, across from her on the bed. Stevie sighed lightly not sure where to begin. “Why don’t you start.” He muttered, staring down at his hands, playing with the edge of the sheet. “Tell me why you felt like you had to do what you did.”
Emily sighed gently unsure of what to say. She looked at her brother and bit her lip. This was Stevie, he had never told her a lie and he deserved the same respect. Closing her eyes, she sighed again then opened them. “There’s a lot of reasons Steve.” She started know looking straight into his eyes. “I’ve been seeing people that aren’t necessary there and they’ve just been saying things I already know.” She said gently. She moved closer to her brother and held his hand. Had it really been that long ago that her hands were bigger then his? “They told me things like mum, dad, you, and everyone would just be better off without me. We don’t really have enough money and the longer I stay the more it’ll hurt when I do go. They also threaten to hurt you guys and after everything that happened with mum at the grocery store, I didn’t know if I could tell anyone.” She said. She rubbed her thumb back and forth on Stevie’s hand. “The doctors said I only have a year at most and I’ve done a lot of things I regret. Honestly, I’m terrified Steve.” She admitted. “I couldn’t say anything because I was afraid of you getting hurt, either physically or emotionally and I don’t know if I could handle that.”
Stevie listened patiently. His face expressionless. Since ‘A’ came around she’s turned the entire town into a frenzy. No one knew who they could quite trust. Thanks to her even families were starting to fall apart wondering who would have their back and who would leave them behind. Even if she wasn’t the cause of all the drama it was certainly her who stirred everything up. “What do you mean you’ve been seeing people who aren’t there?” He asked after a beat of silence. Emily had always been one of the reserved ones in the family a lot like Chloe is now. He knew the stress of being sick all the time wasn’t easy but she had always seemed to stay strong despite that.
“You have to know,” he said after a moment, “that everyone makes mistakes. But it’s not like we’re ever going to hold what ever you’ve done against you. We’re family.” He squeezed her hand smiling lightly down at her. Even though he was still her little brother Stevie was about a head taller than she. “We’ll just take whatever comes our way even if it’s good or bad. We want you here with us Em. No matter how long it is.” He said the last part with a serious tone making sure she understood. “And no one can hurt me or anyone else.” He grinned in a mocking manner. “I wont let them.”
“I’ve been seeing my two dead friends. Sean and Kristine.” Emily said softly then looked up at him. She sighed softly, with him being expressionless all the time she was unsure if she had confused him or not. So to play it safe she began to explain. “You know how you see me right?” She asked him. “I see them exactly the same and hear them whispering all the time with all others.” She said softly. “Sometimes, the others voices and real voices get mixed.” She said. ”Thanks Stevie but seriously you need to be careful.”
Love ya Soph!
Of course sweetheart!
Shoot babes <3
Benny frowned, “One guy but… um… it’s complicated. There were a lot of other cute guys. I gave out my number… who knows…?” Benny wiped the sweat from his palms on his PJ pants. Then he smirked, “What about you? Is there anyone you’re after… What aboouuuttt… Ian?” He asked reaching for popcorn.
“Well hopefully someone calls.” Emily said with a smiled and took a piece of popcorn. “Ian’s just a friend.” She stated with a slight frown. “He’d never like me like that. Let’s be honest, I doubt anyone who knows about anything will ever like me like that.” She stated quietly. “You think maybe I could go to Ireland with one time?” She asked fluttering her hazel eyes at him. “Maybe then I could actually meet someone who doesn’t really care about it.”
Waiting for Emily so we can go get ice cream.
I freaking love ice cream. Ice Cream Par-Tay!
I’m here! Now let’s go before my siblings or parents force me to go home.
So not ready for it’s rumors or gossip or couples or questions.
Not ready for anything.
ooc; Goodnight everyone! I hope you all have amazingly sweet dreams and if not I’ll play dream catcher on your nightmares asses ^-^ I’ll reply to everyone in the morning hopefully or after school.
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